So I haven't written anything for ages. I feel like loads has happened but I can't think of anything to write.
First off, I'm now only working two days a week. Phew! I really hate that place nowadays but I can manage to cope with the
bitching for two days a week. I really wish it was the old gang, before I went on maternity eave with
Jack. Last
week, I found out that one of the girls (on mat leave herself at the moment) isn't coming back. I'm really pissed, since now
I'm stuck with a load of false, two faced people. I can get on with them at ork, and there are two or three girls there that
I really like but I find it hard to trust them. Half the time they're being nice to each other and then they're bitching to
me about them. Always makes me wonder what they're saying about me when I'm not around. I'm really not in their little gang,
and I'm glad. It keeps my work life drama free, unless there's patients kicking off about some 'problem'. Grrrrr.
I finally got serious about loosing my baby weight. Before I had
Megan, baby #1, I was a size 12-14, then I went up to
a size 16, then after
Jack I've been a size 16-18, though before last week it was really 18, 16 if I never ate! The
problem is I fucking love my food, and find it hard to say "no" to myself. When trudging around Asdas after work, I always
think
I've worked hard today, I deserve that pizza, or chocolate, or both, I find it hard to draw that line. I have no
self control when it comes to food. So, the other week I bought some slimming tablets off the net. I know it sounds stupid but
I'd read some celebrity raving about them and thought it was worth a try. I've tried every other diet going so what harm could it
really do? They finally arrived around 10 days ago and I heart them so much. They seem to be more appitie supressers (sp?)
then anything else, they're really working for me. I've no idea what I weight before, as I never weighed myself but I'm gonna start
weighing myself once a week from now on, and from next week I'll start posting my results. My clothes definately fit me better
than before.
Finally, I'm getting somewhere!!
CURRENTLY:
- Evian
@ 
- backstreet boys
- its night time :)
I got my nails done on Friday, so I can barely type. It was at a new Chinese place that has just opened in town. They're not the best I've had but
I'd say for £20 they're not too bad. I got some nail art on my thumbs too, which I think makes them look better - if I get them done there again, I'll
probably get it done on every nail....
Had a really bad incident with a patient on over the phone on Friday too, things like that just remind me why I'm cutting my days down, and also
when the kids are older, I'll train for a completely new job. I've no idea what I want to do but I really can't see me working there for the rest of my life.
I think when
Jack starts school, I'll start some kind of college course.
I'm getting really P.O.'d that everyone else is going on holiday and coming back with great tans, I'm so pale I look like Michael Jackson's long-lost daughter! Ew
CURRENTLY:
- coke
@
- my prerogative - britney spears
- finally, sunshine!
Really, really,
tired. Had absolutely no
life this last week, so really nothing to write about.
At the weekend though I went to my parents, with my kids to see the rest of my family.
It was really great catching up with everyone, and to see my neices and them playingnicely with Megan and Jack! Shame it rained all weekend but at
least it got me out of the house and actually doing something! Especially since I only get there about three times a year.
They live in Brayton, where i grew up, It's realy nice there, though I didn't think it when I was growing up there! There's really nothing to do there if you want
to go out and things but I think it's a great place to have kids, or maybe even to retire to. Shame I can't afford it anymore even if I
wanted to!
CURRENTLY:
- evian
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- if you knew what i knew - backstreet boys
on 
- its nighty night time!
Phew! Finally got all this new blog stuff
sorted! This is my place for my
ramblings about
love, work, gossip, and
everything in between
... maybe
you'll be luck enough to get a mention!
I'll add a few more pages soon, this is just the start.
Click on the envelope
to email me,
anytime you wish.
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- 2 messages
- evian
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- bleeding love - leona lewis
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